Rant.

Sigh. Its been a really long time since I've last blog. I don't really know the reason why I am so inconsistent at times. Through the blog counter, I've realised there are people who still faithfully visited my blog almost everyday, hoping to see an update, a new entry, or at least an indication that I'm still alive. But I've disappointed them time and time again.

More importantly, I'm more disappointed with myself.

Since SPM ended, life has never been the same for me. You won't hear me saying this often, but I really miss Form 5. And I miss my friends. A lot. Eu Jack, Boon Heng, Mei Wen, Joanne.
I consider those 4 as my bestest of friends. However, since the last couple of months or so, we have really grown further apart. I don't know why. But we humans will only learn to appreciate something when they are not there. Eu Jack is in Russia, Boon Heng in TAR, Mei Wen is really busy and has lost possesion of her mom's hp, Joanne is understandably busy with her new bf.

People come, people go, I guess.

But I'm glad I've met her.

Its really funny. In the past, when I watched those stuff on TV, where a guy losses sleep, losses his appetite, feeling depressed, etc. only because of some gal, mentally, I told myself that that will never ever happened to me. Impossible.
Strangely though, it is happening to me. Now. I'm having sleepless nights just thinking about her.

I'm not good with words, honestly. But if you're reading this blog,

I really miss you.