Eighteen

Today will be my 6573th on this planet. Tomorrow will be my 6574th. No real significance, those numbers may seem, but co-incidently, my 6574th day here will also be my 18th year since the day i was born. That makes tomorow my.....birthday !

How time flies.

18 is supposed to be a legal age in Malaysia. You can own a credit card, watch movies with the 18-** ratings, drive, its the legal age to get drunk, etc. etc. Oh ya. this is also the age where if you kill someone, you will be hanged. Haha.

Somehow, I feel I have not yet deserve to reach this age. I have not reached the level of maturity that most 18-yr olds have. So I have come up with a resolution list which I had intend to start at the beginning of the year. But then again, I never make resolutions on the 1st January. Strangely, I treat 1st of Jan as another usual day. I don't celebrate it, or go to countdowns whatsoever. It is only during Chinese New Year, or my birthday (or most of the time, in between, since the 2 dates are quite close to each other) where I really feel a year has passed.

Ok, without further ado, here's my resolution :

1. To be more responsible & less lazy - I have always been considered as irresponsible, often disregarding my responsibilties and duties, and being indifferent towards commitment. Well, I hope to change.

2. To be more hygenic - Erm, my mom always says that I am not hygenic enough. So I'll try to improve on that.

3. To be less NABO (No action talk only) - One of my BIGGEST weakness..sigh.. that will take hard work

4. To cool down my hot-head - Since i was born, there has always been a BIG question mark over my temperament. I admit it.

5. Finally, to start working hard to achieve my mid-term ambition - To own an my own place (prob an apartment) by 2010. I'll be 23 then. (not really own lar..rent also can)

Sigh.. as I look back at this list, I wonder whether I'll really live up to it.